I’m drained. Totally drained. And once again, I do not understand what is going through my mind. I’m so troubled now. I feel like an empty shell that has nothing out there to live for. Guilt, betrayal, hurt and shame is also overwhelming me over and over again. Things that I did, things that I had not done… I really can’t stand it. Maybe it’s just the healing process and change that triggered this.. “emptiness”. I have my doubts though.
I need an escape-
